the time has come for me to update my blog
after such a long time.

and during this period of time.
many things have happened.

it's true sometimes that i'm impatient.
it's true sometimes that i'm agitated.

but.
i have my own reasons.

when you're facing people like these.
you'll get impatient and agitated.

and honestly.
i dont like it.

complaining wont work.
that's why i told them.
and guess what?

nothing's changed.
SAME OLD BEHAVIOR.

and i feel so out of breath.
so out of place.

i dont even wanna talk to that person because i cant stop myself from thinking that i'll receive the same attitude.


is it time for me to actually search for what i've wanted?
i think i'll move on and just ignore.

i've already attained the kind of endurance that nobody has reached.
i'm past the stage where i'll blow my top off.
i'm past the stage where i'll snap at you.
i'm past the stage where i'll get back at you.

i'm through all that.
over and done with.
no more.

i'm tired of dealing with this type of situation..
who can help me?

if only Joanne was here to share all these with me..
come on baby~ we need to hang out!