i know. it's been a freaking long time since i updated.

i feel strongly for something now.
so i'm here to write it down.
making sure i dont forget.


really.

that thing.
notice i used the word THING.

should really. most definitely.
get
the
fuck
out
of
peoples
lives.

and make sure it stay that way.
no way people will miss you.

cause.
you dont deserve it.
get it?

this is straight in your face.

i really feel like using some really crude words on you.
but
you dont deserve my utmost attention.
however.
you're actually a thorn in my flesh because you're disturbing my friend.
my close friend.
and
honestly.
there are some things which you did recently.
that you're trying desperately to get my attention.
dont deny.
otherwise it wont look real anymore.

your acting skills suck so much, that it's horrible to even steal a glance of it.
nobody wants to know what is happening to you.
so why dont you just let it stay that way?
why do you keep trying to poke your nose into our life by interacting with the people around us?


nobody wants to be associated with you.
nobody.
if there's anyone.
good for you.
grab onto that person with your dear life.
cause that person will soon be gone.
just like all of us.
who has seen through your real colors.

your ...
ugly
disgusting
horrible
revolting
pathetic
sickening
dirty
despicable


lies.


there's nothing worse compared to you.
nothing.
you're beyond this world.
really.

i pity your current friends.
cause you're never true to them.
during the time when we were still friends.
when were you being true to us?

i can bet you.
NONE OF THE TIME.
you're so fucking self-centered.
a total bitch.
and by bitch, i dont mean a babe-in-total-control-of-herself.
sorry, you dont deserve to be call a bitch.
not even a bimbo.
cause you aint worth anything.

you dont deserve anything.
cause you dont even try to earn them.
you dont even make the effort.
you dont even care about others.
only you
yourself.

nobody else matters.
as long as you get what you want.

i'm so gonna condemn you.
cause i despise you.
you're so awful that i cant even bear to look at you.
awfully disgusting.
worse than a cockroach.

out of this world.

you're like a cockroach.
nothing can stop you.